New life and a brand new world

I can't believe that I've gone this far and perhaps it is to late for turning back. I though there would be not too much different like what I've been facing before but I guess I was completely wrong. I can't barely imagine that I have to live like this it is to mach for me.

November Rain

Bulan November nie memang musim ujan. I was like so bored stay at home got nothing to do, da la PC rosak OMG balik2 main PS2 jew. Nak kuar pun susah bcz hari2 hujan. This is going to be another boring holiday for me. Actually my parents ask me to get my driving license, I said it is ok with me but I cant find a right time la to go even register pon hehe. So boring la I wish my BFF Raaof balik utk cuti sem daripada Sabah. Dengar kate die x jadi balik. Tp maybe die blk kowt sblm nie pn die pernah ckp xnk blk tp still balik jgk who knows rite . Die yg selalu gigih bwk geng2 ktorg kuar cik cur bagai ade jew eventnye everyday,besides I'm kinda miss him bcoz die yg plg jarang jumpa skali ye la kan study kat obesi nie (pdhal Sabah jew) hehe Anyway I hope musim ujan nie tamat cepat coz susah la nak kuar g cc hehe K la ade mase nnt Ayien up8 lg Blog ok

My cutey friends

These are 2 kitten nearby my house, I love them so much. So cute, I like the chocolate one so cute!!!

Happy birthday!!!

Happy birthday to my nephew, niece and all my friends who celebrate thier birthday on July. May god bless, all of you!

Hopeless to hold on....

Im sick of these days, I cant stand it anymore... Im loosing my faith
I felt like being cheated all the time, In my mind I keep asking myself;
why is these thing happened to me? Am I too weak? Am I too stupid?
Am I too naive? What have I done to been paid back by all these things?
I always being good to everyone and never did or even got intention on
hurting them but why inthe end of the day the person who being hurt
is me? Oh god help me, plese

Good morning operator, Azrin speaking, may I assist you?

My first lesson on my practical training, to be an operator. A bit boring at the begining but I find it so interesting to communicate through phone and how important delivering messages and information. Operator tasks is more than just answering or transfering call and it all vital in every organization.

Empty heart

Today Im standing on my feet, walking down the road alone. All by myself nobody but me. I believe that the only way that I have, all my life. Looking on the pavement, taking every single steps hopelessly. Never know what future brings and never expect someone to hold my hand or at least walk beside me.Deep inside my empty little heart I wish there would be a miracle that made all the difference. I know it never happen because life is not a fairytale not even close. Although I realize that my mind never stop dreaming because that the least I could to give me the strength in facing tomorrow...