November Rain

Bulan November nie memang musim ujan. I was like so bored stay at home got nothing to do, da la PC rosak OMG balik2 main PS2 jew. Nak kuar pun susah bcz hari2 hujan. This is going to be another boring holiday for me. Actually my parents ask me to get my driving license, I said it is ok with me but I cant find a right time la to go even register pon hehe. So boring la I wish my BFF Raaof balik utk cuti sem daripada Sabah. Dengar kate die x jadi balik. Tp maybe die blk kowt sblm nie pn die pernah ckp xnk blk tp still balik jgk who knows rite . Die yg selalu gigih bwk geng2 ktorg kuar cik cur bagai ade jew eventnye everyday,besides I'm kinda miss him bcoz die yg plg jarang jumpa skali ye la kan study kat obesi nie (pdhal Sabah jew) hehe Anyway I hope musim ujan nie tamat cepat coz susah la nak kuar g cc hehe K la ade mase nnt Ayien up8 lg Blog ok

My cutey friends

These are 2 kitten nearby my house, I love them so much. So cute, I like the chocolate one so cute!!!

Happy birthday!!!

Happy birthday to my nephew, niece and all my friends who celebrate thier birthday on July. May god bless, all of you!

Hopeless to hold on....

Im sick of these days, I cant stand it anymore... Im loosing my faith
I felt like being cheated all the time, In my mind I keep asking myself;
why is these thing happened to me? Am I too weak? Am I too stupid?
Am I too naive? What have I done to been paid back by all these things?
I always being good to everyone and never did or even got intention on
hurting them but why inthe end of the day the person who being hurt
is me? Oh god help me, plese

Good morning operator, Azrin speaking, may I assist you?

My first lesson on my practical training, to be an operator. A bit boring at the begining but I find it so interesting to communicate through phone and how important delivering messages and information. Operator tasks is more than just answering or transfering call and it all vital in every organization.

Empty heart

Today Im standing on my feet, walking down the road alone. All by myself nobody but me. I believe that the only way that I have, all my life. Looking on the pavement, taking every single steps hopelessly. Never know what future brings and never expect someone to hold my hand or at least walk beside me.Deep inside my empty little heart I wish there would be a miracle that made all the difference. I know it never happen because life is not a fairytale not even close. Although I realize that my mind never stop dreaming because that the least I could to give me the strength in facing tomorrow...

New haircut

My new haircut, very short and simple. I have to cut my hair since Im going for a practical training huhu. Kinda miss my old hairstyle. . .

from your secret admirer

I cant belive that

I never gonna see u again

my heart fill by regret

as I gone home

Im barely sleepless tonight

because I cant let u ouT of my mind

I wonder if u know

what im thinking

from the moment I saw you

my heart have been captured

everyday is wonderful

even if I just could see u

I couldnt wait until morning

because I know I will meet u

at the bathroom watching you wash your face

even though from reflection of the mirror

everytime i meet u

Im petrified, speechless and stun for a moment

my heart is mesmerized by u

all i can do is smile with my head down

you just like an obsession

everyday I'm just like a criminal

seeking, stalking and hunting

after all I can do is watching u from a distance

I feel so hopeless

for all the time I wish I could spend on u

is all wasted just like a pouring water

as I been waiting, waiting and waiting for the right moment that never exist

I should thanks u for being my sweetest dreams

though i live with something meaning

now the fact that u're gone

felt like Im loosing drems to hold on

eversince u're not around

I still hoping that u're like me too

I wish that we will meet again

and if we did, i never gonna let u go

promise...

Its good to be ME!!!

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