Empty heart

Today Im standing on my feet, walking down the road alone. All by myself nobody but me. I believe that the only way that I have, all my life. Looking on the pavement, taking every single steps hopelessly. Never know what future brings and never expect someone to hold my hand or at least walk beside me.Deep inside my empty little heart I wish there would be a miracle that made all the difference. I know it never happen because life is not a fairytale not even close. Although I realize that my mind never stop dreaming because that the least I could to give me the strength in facing tomorrow...

New haircut

My new haircut, very short and simple. I have to cut my hair since Im going for a practical training huhu. Kinda miss my old hairstyle. . .

from your secret admirer

I cant belive that

I never gonna see u again

my heart fill by regret

as I gone home

Im barely sleepless tonight

because I cant let u ouT of my mind

I wonder if u know

what im thinking

from the moment I saw you

my heart have been captured

everyday is wonderful

even if I just could see u

I couldnt wait until morning

because I know I will meet u

at the bathroom watching you wash your face

even though from reflection of the mirror

everytime i meet u

Im petrified, speechless and stun for a moment

my heart is mesmerized by u

all i can do is smile with my head down

you just like an obsession

everyday I'm just like a criminal

seeking, stalking and hunting

after all I can do is watching u from a distance

I feel so hopeless

for all the time I wish I could spend on u

is all wasted just like a pouring water

as I been waiting, waiting and waiting for the right moment that never exist

I should thanks u for being my sweetest dreams

though i live with something meaning

now the fact that u're gone

felt like Im loosing drems to hold on

eversince u're not around

I still hoping that u're like me too

I wish that we will meet again

and if we did, i never gonna let u go

promise...

Its good to be ME!!!

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